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2010-12-19T02:29:00.002+08:00

After few years,

the same thing happens again

same incident

same situation

same opening

same relationship for people involved

same progression

will the outcome be the same also?

I don't know

should I change the way to handle it?

or just do in the same way as last time?

I don't know

life is full of making decision

but I don't know how to decide on it

2010-05-18T18:12:00.001+08:00

有口难言啊!!!!!!!!!!!!
谁能来救我啊!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-12T02:14:00.005+08:00

我还记得以前看这部戏时

会幻想我以后的大学生活

也会像他们那样的多姿多彩

很爽，很舒服，很真实，很单纯，很享受

有一群很好的朋友一起玩

有什么好东西都会一起分享

就算是不好的也会一起分担

还会像戏中的男女主角一样

遇到很好的女生

而展开很浪漫的恋情

可是

这一切都只是我的幻想

都是很美很美很美很美的梦

原来大学的生活不是像我想象中的那么好

要找一个真的能谈心事的都没有了

更何况要找一群很要好的朋友

对人家好，人家未必会感激

当困难时就当你是宝

玩的时候连想都没想起你

之所以懒得和别人交际

就是因为到头来得到的都是一次又一次的伤害

但当你安静时

别人就更加不会靠近你

还会说你整天emo

我真的很累了！！！

2010-04-11T21:44:00.001+08:00

wanna find someone to talk..

but seems like no people willing to do so

erm~~~

Thinking

2010-04-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

While I'm in silent

it doesn't means that I am doing nothing

in fact I'm thinking while I keep quiet

my brain is keep functioning when I stop talking

so don't misunderstanding~~

please allow me to do so

2010-03-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

FUCK PUKI LANJIAO CIBAI DIUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

烦

2010-03-29T14:54:00.001+08:00

最近比较烦

烦学业

烦感情

烦活动

被人烦

自己烦自己

总之就是烦！！！

人算不如天算

2010-03-19T17:40:00.004+08:00

人算不如天算

天算不如不算

最近这里的天气说变就变

现在太阳还在

一转眼就可能会下雨

变化莫测

就好像人心一样

说变就变

根本就没理会别人

当你有权时，讲的话就会有人听

当你有力时，讲的话才是人话

不须理会别人的感受

不必回想你曾讲过的话

计划好的事

就因为别人的一句话儿要改变

没有一句道歉

没有一句安慰

就连一句回应也没有

要的时候就来问你

不需要的时候一句话都没交代

前一阵子说好不要

现在却说有可能要

对你们可能就只是在于要不要

但对别人来说

这些决定往往就要它们改变原来的计划

算好的又要算过

不如不算

/*我不愿放弃，却要默默放弃*/

2010-03-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

Anyone is here to help?

My mood change so fast recently

keep on emo-ing

think of many things

worry of many things

sad of many things

haizz

祈求

2010-03-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

今天我去了新加坡里的三间寺庙

这里的庙和槟城的真的很不同

但有另一间更不同的事是

我不再像以前一样

拜拜时祈求考好成绩

反而我现在更注重于

祈求我家人平安快乐健康

我想

现在的我更懂得什么事对我才是最重要的吧

Beh syok

2010-02-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

I really beh syok those fuckers~~~~
damn~~~
such an irrespondsible person~~~
diuzzz~~~~
such a selfish person~~~
diao~~~
never try ask for my help in the future~~~
!!!!!!!

机会

2010-02-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

机会是别人给的

是天掉下来的

或是别人看你顺眼才给你的

所以这个世界是不公平

认命吧

梁文音 NTU concert

2010-01-28T23:00:00.004+08:00

Again..there is another concert held in NTU

and this time is 梁文音

seriously..every singer looks really much much prettier when you see her live show

lol..so as usual..attracted by her(same as 徐佳莹 for last time)

her song quite nice also

strongly recommend

1) 哭过就好了

2) 爱一直存在

3) 三个愿望

others can try try also la..lol

somemore 梁文音 talked to me personally leh..

I also shaked her hand twice

1st is when she wans singing n go around the hall

2nd is when I went up to stage and ask for her signature

she said "谢谢" and "bye bye" to me

this is the 1st time I so near to an artist

the feeling is really soooooooo excited~~~XD

below are photos that I took on her album

no her real person photo as we are not allowed to take any photo

3 photos above are the contents of her album

1 CD with 11 songs

1 DVD with 6 MVs

and 1 歌词本

梁文音's poster also come along with it..but hard to take photo on it..lol

the album costs 19 Singapore Dollar

Last but not least

the photo below shows her signature..

I think I no need to tell which 1 is her signature bah

1 part is a smilling face

1 part is written "NTU"

so..........yeah..you have to believe it..

it is true

end

~~~~~

Luck

2010-01-13T21:20:00.003+08:00

2day I feel totally down..

no mood

all SHIT things come together

start from early in the morning

when I 1st switch on my laptop

I found that I have missed a chance to add Japanese

It appeared a vacancy when I was still on my bed

again in the evening

when I was playing games

I paused and go to check whether it got any vacancy

And I "tot" I was so lucky that I found a vacancy for a course

I quickly added it but I was late

maybe the vacancy appeared for some moment b4 I saw it

my mood was totally affected by missing these 2 SHIT chances

I set my alarm at 9.45am

my purpose is bcoz I wanna check is there any1 drop at 10am

I failed to wake up and there is some1 really drop at 10am

damn dulan

I 扪心自问

since monday 7pm..my add-drop period was started

I din't leave my laptop whenever I am inside my room

even when I was playing facebook, dota, watch movie

or even writting this blog

I aslo keep on turning to my STAR PLANNER's window

but I get nothing

it totally depends on luck

watever v do in this world is mostly depends on luck

so wat for I keep checking on the stupid STAR PLANNER

FUCK!

2010-01-13T11:05:00.001+08:00

1 word to describe my feeling now
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

and it will continues for 2 week

FUCK!

2010-01-07T18:26:00.001+08:00

上帝造人的时候只造了亚当跟夏娃
大概两个人的世界里
根本容不下第三者

erm~~~

2009-11-27T20:47:00.004+08:00

Now I realized

My decision to come to NTU

may not be correct

I am not the one only suffering

my parents are also suffering

because of planning to buy house here

Haizz~~~

2009-11-27T10:26:00.002+08:00

原来他们都是一样的

2009-11-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Just now talk wif my mum

I can feel that

she really hope that my bro and I can go back

as soon as possible

as long as possible

so that can 一家团聚

I also hope to do so

~~~~~~~~~~

Dota/Movie

2009-11-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happen to myself

I never play dota since I came to NTU

I just watched few movies since I came NTU

But recently

exam period..

I pergi play DOTA

I pergi watch movie whole afternoon

WTF am I doing..

I don't know~~~

Birthday Blog

2009-11-18T00:13:00.005+08:00

Part 1 (Friends)

As expected, no "huge" celebration on my birthday
as usual..same as last few years **except lower 6..
But my friends did celebrate with me last friday..
together with Yew Hong and Qian Xin birthday..

seriously, feel abit disappointed coz my feeling is jus like:

"haiz..again..no celebration on my actual birthday date"

But anyway..really thanks for the celebration..

coz exams are coming but u all still celebrate wif me..

Thank you very very much!!!

erm..
I get a CUP as my 20th birthday gift..

and also a small decoration thing tat used to hang on hp..=.=

Thanks for the gifts..
thanks for those who attended on that day..
really appreciate it..

And I also receive a birthday card too..

Thanks for those who signed on it too..

1st time I receive a card that contains so many wishes..

LOL..and also the comments..

btw..I got so emo and childish meh?zzzz

almost every1 also "don't so emo"..."be more mature"..

sienz nia..XD

(below is the link to the birthdaycard)
http://apps.facebook.com/groupcards/c/2D7S97x0KLe

PART 2 ( Family)

2day..the 1st thing I do after I woke up is CRY!

(Note : actually Teik Sheng is a 哭包..XD)

I wanna check the time and I found that I receive a sms..

It was my dad's msg, wishing me happy birthday..

simple msg..simple wish..

but make me feel like wanna rush back home..

since this is the 1st time I din't have my birthday with my family..

during these 20 years..I celebrated my birthday every year..

But I never forget that..

without my mum, I sure will not having d achievements that I owning now..

I really proud of being your son..

I love you, mum!!

nevertheless..thanks to my brother also..

at my birthday night..

while I was thinking that no ppl will celebrate wif me..

While I was playing facebook game and ignoring my studies..

he brought a small piece of cake into my room and sing birthday song to me..

really surprised by that..^.^

specially thanks to woei liang, chee how, wei wei and jun lum also..

although just few of you..I still really appreciate of that..

(at least got ppl celebrate wif me on my actually birthday date..XD)

many many many THANKS for all of you and ur wishes..

from facebook

from birthdaycard

from sms

from Malaysia

from NTU

thanks for letting me to have a great 20th birthday

~~All the best for u all too~~

~~Good Luck~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Exam => Holiday

2009-11-16T16:24:00.001+08:00

Exam is coming

=>Exam is going to finish

=> Holidays are coming

=> Time to go home

=> HOORAY~~~~~~

2009-11-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

It's is pain

But I will carry on

Expectation / Disappointment

2009-11-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Higher expectation always leads to higher disappointment

Don't always try to expect something to happen

No point to disappoint ourselves

Finally it happens

As I expected

But not as I wish

Thanks

But sorry

Should I ?

2009-11-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

Should I continue or not?

If I should do

then what should I do?

If I shouldn't do

then should I just simply give up?

If I shouldn't just simply give up

then should I do it secretly?

moral support?encouragement?

giving out w/o hoping for any return?

Ya, maybe I should......

Contradiction

2009-11-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

The world is full of contradiction..

especially in my life..

should I go?

Should I do?

morally incorrect for me to do that..

But my heart tell me to do so..

SO?

do or not do?

moral value contradict my heart

NEED HELP

LOL

2009-11-03T15:53:00.001+08:00

my mum ask me don't study too much

and she ask me go to play

LOL

~~~

Early birthday gift

2009-10-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

1st gift for my 20th birthday
SBS A300 Surround Sound System
From MAE School Club

1st greeting card for my 20th birthday
From Hall XV Welfare Committee

~~THANKS~~

Good / Bad Guy

2009-10-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

Good or bad guy should I choose?

Be a good guy

by wishing them good

Or be a bad guy

by hoping they break

but even things go as what I wish

is it a good thing for me?

What can I do for it?

Past

2009-10-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

This morning,when i was going to North Spine by bus B..
There were 1 guy and 2 girls sitting behind me..
They were discussing how their parents wake them up every morning..
"my dad ...............so irritated.."
"my mum also.........so irritated.."
"ya lor..my parents also like to ..........."
Their conversations makes me feel guilty..
Coz that was what I did in the past..
I also said like that before~~~

Brother's Wedding

2009-10-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

徐佳莹

2009-10-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

2009-10-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

What I learn and earn the most after I came to NTU is..
I learn how to care about my family..
I learn how to appreciate my family..
I learn how to help each other with my family..

But then..just now my brother came to my room..
coz 2moro he is going to have his econ CA but he is having problems with it..
he came to my room and ask me to help him..
I tried my best to explain and help him..
from his face, I knew that he quite worry about 2moro CA..
and can see that he not really well-prepared..
I really wanna help him..and I have tried my best..
But I don't know what else can I do for that..
My mood suddenly get very down when I was watching him walked out from my room..
Anyway, hope both of us can score well during our CAs..
Good luck for us..^.^

2009-10-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

天蝎座

嫉妒心强

占有欲强

扮酷

then why you all still want to do something that will only make me feel envy leh?

envy but still can't do anything

this feeling SUX!

2009-10-20T16:36:00.000+08:00

7 CAs are approching in the next 4 weeks

~~Wish me GOOD luck pls~~~

2009-10-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

If u don't want to reply me

then SUAK!!

NEVERMIND!!!

2009-10-14T13:42:00.000+08:00

I am so unhappy now!!!!
I am so regret of choosing NTU!!!
I hope that I can get back to the place where I originally belongs to!!!

2009-10-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

watched video from youtube for whole night..
about how ppl propose and "biao bai"..
make me think of myself..
still single..evergreen..
hope to have it..
hope to feel d "xin fu"..
but everything not as what I am hpoing..
so sad..

~~~~~

徐佳莹

2009-10-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

Just watched LaLa's(徐佳莹) concert on monday..
b4 that still not really know about her..
but after watching her mini concert at NTU..
really addicted..
what a nice singer and nice songs she sing..
(she also looks not bad..quite pretty..XD)
strongly recommended to u guys~~~~

~~~LaLa 徐佳莹~~~

2009-10-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

maybe all the way I know who is she

but somehow I not dare to tell

for her own good

or maybe just to protect myself

Food in Penang

2009-09-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

Here is the list of what have I eaten in Penang

Saturday (26th Sept)
Supper : Char koay teow + 卤肉

Sunday (27th Sept)
Breakfast : Wantan Mee
Lunch : Eat at home
Afternoon tea : Laksa + cendol
Dinner : Star View Restaurant

Monday (28th Sept)
Breakfast : Koay teow sup
Lunch : Eat at home
Dinner : Eat at home
Supper : Tomyam mee

Tuesday (29th Sept)
Breakfast : Curry mee
Lunch : Eat at home
Afternoon tea : Jawa mee
Dinner : Eat at home

Wednesday (30th Sept)
Breakfast : 七廊粿条汤
Lunch : Eat ba moi
Afternoon tea : Manggi mee (not cup mee oo^^)
Dinner : ba moi again
Supper : 点心
(Note : 2day eat ba moi is because my mouth got many lubang,very pain)

Thursday (1st Oct)
Breakfast : 粿条汤
Lunch : Eat at home
Afternoon tea : 红豆冰
Dinner : Eat at home
Supper : Char koay teow

Friday (2nd Oct)
Breakfast : 干捞粿条
Lunch : Eat at outside
Dinner : Eat at home
Supper : BM's Char koay teow

Saturday (3rd Oct)
Breakfast : Wantan mee

~~then I fly to singapore already~~~
~~like this, 1 week past~~~time flies~~~~~~~~~~

2009-09-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

What actually I want?

Don't ask me coz I am also thinking of this question..

Honestly is about girl..

Honestly is I don't know which 1 is the real ...

~~~~~~~~~

2009-09-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

谣言会害死人的

不要乱传谣言

眼看的未必是真的

耳听的更不能相信

三思啊!!!

Recess Week

2009-09-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Time pass rapidly..
it has been 2 months since I 1st arrive in Singapore..
half of my 1st sem is over..
and my recess week will start on 26th..
so sad since it is a late late late holiday..T.T
recently many CAs came together and feel abit stress on it..
but now all CAs already over..
left Chemistry's CA which is after recess week..
so now feel quite relax..
and what I did after my CAs finished was.....
PLAY CARD!!! XD
we went to hall 14 tv lounge and played at there..
start from 9.30pm until 4am..
LOL..siao eh..
but anyway..it was a good experience..haha..

~~~

MAE meeting

2009-09-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

I din't speak even 1 word during MAE meeting just now..

ya..it is a damn sad case for me..

I should have spoke out my idea or comments during the meeting..

somemore just now our VP told us that..

every portfolio there will be a head sub-com..

that person will be chosen according to his/her altitude

or commitment (or other things la)

sounds quite interesting since it is a 7-points position..

BUT..

I am very off during 1st 2 meeting..

so I don't really think that I got any chance to get it..

Ermmm..the most serious problem for me in this case is that..

my poor ENGLISH..

I don't really feel comfortable in speaking in ENGLISH..

I scare to talk since others speak so well..

I scare that I can't really pass my message to them..

I nid time to organise what I am going to talk b4 I really do it..

BUT..

the tempo of the meeting was fast..

usually after I fnish organising, they already change topic..

SO WHAT CAN I DO?

1 more thing that I really feel upset with is that..

my idea was banned..

WITHOUT any presentation or explaination by myself..

WITHOUT even speak out the name of the game..

WITHOUT any voting..

as those b4 me, they presented their ideas 1 by 1..

so I thought that I will need to present mine as well..

so I try to organise what am I going to tell when it is my turn..

BUT..

things never happen in the way that I thought..

reason that I heard ( if I am not wrong la) is that..

this game quite similar with the previous 1(which is accepted)..

SO maybe my luck was too bad as my idea came after his/her idea..

SO maybe I just stick to small group discussion..

or maybe just...........................

2009-09-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

is there any1 here to listen to me?

I damn bore with this kind of environment ad..

don't really have people who can just listen to me..

and not keep on adding problems on me..

Sad + Boring day

2009-09-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

2day is a damn bad day for me..

very down for whole day..

busy but nothing to do(sound weird right?)..

but this is the true..

lectures start from 8.30am-11.30am..

after lunch,then I went to duty to sell donut for Rotaract Club..

here is exactly where I start to feel down..

I went there..no ppl choi me..make me feel sienz nia..

after a while of "discussing",finally I decided to go back to my room..

without helping them to sell donut..

wasted my time nia..

1 more thing that really make me damn dulan is..

MAE club's funfair proposal..

as a event subcom,they ask us to think of a suitable main sponsor to find..

and think a way how to involve the sponsor into the funfair..

DAMN!!!!

I not even know what companies are located in sg..

now they already ask me to think of a sponsor..

oh fuck..I really no idea how to think of it..

but still I cannot simply submit an idea to them..

coz when they chose us during the interview..

I think that I should be the 1 who are selected under 同情票..

coz I was last minute called by them..

tats why I not dare to "cincai" do things and submit to them..

so now..I have to rack my brain to think of 1 idea..

BUT HOW???

2009-09-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today is a damn boring day for me..

Also is a damn sad day for me..

Coz no ppl know who am I..

T.T

2009-09-15T08:09:00.000+08:00

1st time I dream of her..

what does it actually mean?

lol..XD

Basketball

2009-09-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

There is a Sport Day going to b held in NUS..
It is a event for Malaysians..
so v are also invited to participate in d sport events..
the events include basketball,captain ball,volleyball,badminton
and even Big2..

but obviously..I only interested in basketball..
since I came to sg..I nvr touch basketball at all..
I miss d time when i was still playing basketball in Taman Bagan..
d time tat i really can do wat I like to do..
without any discrimination from others..

But now..whenever I told others tat i did play basketball..
their reactions are what I have expected b4..
so I din't really dare to tell any1..

now,even the Sport Day..
I also not dare to tell other i wanna join basketball..
And they also never jio me to play..

I really miss d past when v r still playing in Taman Bagan..
d time tat v start from 7am to 12am..
then change to 金山,order a cup of lao hao..chat for few hours..
d time tat v can screams freely on d basketball court..
d time tat v keep laughing on others..
d time tat v play basketball without following basketball rules..
meng chuen,johan,thee ken,tzy yi,keen hoong,sean yang,kho hin,
ewe lim,zhong zhen,chun chien,shang yang,yen li,shu wei..........
donno when will be d next time v will meet again n play again..
play as a CLB team..XD
play as a Taman Bagan team..lol
(joking nia!!!!)

Touched

2009-09-12T11:17:00.000+08:00

This teaches us that..

For those who are in relationship..
please 珍惜眼前人..time won't turn back for us..

For those who are still single but have target ad..
don wait until everything is too late..
sometimes..even a missing word will let u regret for ur whole life..
just do whatever u wan to do b4 it is too late..

~~LOVE~~

Merdeka Night

2009-09-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

On 29th of Sept, Malaysian Student Association organised an event..

which known as Merdeka Night in NTU..

obviously the purpose is to celebrate Malaysia's National Day..

At that night, all of us are required to wear formally to attend d event..
Dinner provided..

Awesome performances also carried out by those so-called as "lao jiao"..
which are Year 3 or Year 4 seniors..
There were sketches and advertisments which recorded few weeks ago..

The performances are really fantastic and also funny..

But anyway..

the question that they used in the sketch din't look like really love Msia..

Anyway..Well done~~~~

~~ Athena's group photo~~

~~girl in Athena~~

~~guys in Athena~~

~~me, chun hoong and main character of that night~~

~~me n Lynn~~

~~Group photo on the stage~~

~~supper after Merdeka Night~~

Funny

2009-09-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hope it is funny for u guys..
(The funny part start from around 2min...
but if u r free enough, just watch d front part also..)

Enjoy~~~

Appetizer

2009-08-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Still lazy to write a long long story..
so just bring out some appetizer for u guys bah..
tis few days is the Student Union's Welcome Week..(17th-21th)
all the clubs in NTU have their own booth for freshies to get know more about them..
of coz..i also visited most of the booths..
not for knowing those clubs(honestly)..just to A the free gifts^^
so definitely..I got quite a lot of free gifts..haha..
beside free gifts..those clubs also will b organizing their Welcome Tea(mostly on 20th n 21st)..
therefore..I still can have 2 free dinners on each day..wuahaha..

and now..here is some photos about my free gifts..enjoy watching them..^^

3 days take 3 packets of same free gifts..^^

this is the free gifts in each packet..quite alots..

include vouchers(subway free drinks,spa,spec n so on..)

Bio-Essence samples also included..lol..

this is wat i feel proud of them..4 t-shirt which collect 1 on each day..

eventually..i get all..^^

totally 6 free t-shirt..include MAE t-shirt n engineering t-shirt..

~~Hooray~~

Anyway..don b so jealous..I pay for that..in my tuition fee..T.T

2009-08-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

lazy to type..but seriously..lots of story to tell u all..wait ya..paiseh

Mamamia..Here I go again..

2009-08-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

is time to leave..the time have come and I have to leave..
Leave my sweet hometown..Leave my home..
Most suffer for me is I have to leave my family members..
I never leave them for so long b4..
I really bu she de them..very very much..I really don wan to leave them..
But I have to..I promise I will take care of myself well..so no nid u all to worry much about me..
What I hope is..U all also promise me to take care urself very very well..
I cant stand beside u all to take care u all for this moment anymore..
Hope everything will be smooth for u all..
Healthy and happy life for u all will be enough for me..really..

Take care..my dears..I will miss u all every moment in sg..all the best to u n me..

Time to leave

2009-06-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

it is d time to leave..
go away from our friends..
go away from our family..
go away from our home..
it is all about our future..
v have to do so..

my friends..
after couples of year for being 2gether..
honestly i really "bu she de"..
but since it is d fact..so i have to accept it..
1st is surely bcoz of i will b alone after u all entering Uni..
2nd is bcoz of i will not b able to play n joke wif u all for a long period..
no more basketball for few months..
no more dota for few months..
no more dong bou for few months..
no more amp square for few months..
no more tomyam mee for few months..
but i promise tat i wont forget all these memories tat u all leave to me..
all sweet memories for tis 2 years++ will b kept inside my heart forever..
hope all of u oso wont forget it and forget me..

take care and good luck ..
let us jia you 2gether and all d best for our future..^^

2009-05-04T00:04:00.001+08:00

am I ur friend?
am I ur friend?
am I ur friend?
am I ur friend?

haiz

2009-05-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

每次我都在抱怨..
说没人陪我上同样的大学..
都没有朋友..
但现在的我发现..
那些真的是我的朋友吗..
是我心里想要的朋友吗？
或许一直以来都是我自作多情把..
事实往往都是残忍的..

Back To Normal

2009-03-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

All application closed..
All application have finished and complete..
Now just have to wait until June to know the result..
Everything back to normal again..
Nothing to do again..
any1 have any activity jus call me..
wuahaha..

Buying Camera

2009-02-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

Recently got some money..
Plan to buy a digital camera..
Any good recommendation?

KL again

2009-02-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

Going to KL again..
From 12th-14th feb..
But tis time not going to play anymore..
Going to UM..
Going 4 d International Chemistry Olympiad contest..
abit nervous..abit excited..abit worry..abit..............................
But since nothing to do at home..
then i decide to go to gain experience on my Uni life..
Although jus 3 days..
I think i will learn many during tis 3 days..
quite excited also..
hope everything fine at there..haha..^.^

不要把自己看得太重

2009-01-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

你怎样对人，人家未必会一样对回你..
别人伤心时找你倾诉，不代表你伤心也可以找她倾诉..
别人遇到难题时，要你帮忙..
不要就因此以为你在他心中拥有一定的地位..
所谓的帮忙，讲白了，就是利用罢了嘛..
别人甜蜜时，哪里还会想起你..
这就是如今现实的社会嘛..
朋友..要拥有能共患难的朋友..谈何容易..
那不如闭一只眼..能有能共富贵的朋友，就好了嘛..
我们只是人，不是神..
不要把自己看得太重..
更何况，我只是一个很平凡的人..

起点终点~~

2009-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

很久没更新我的部落格了..
要说忙也不是很忙..
轻松也不是很轻松..
考完了人生变得更无聊..
毫无目标..

圣诞节前一天..
我和一群朋友去了autocity..
还记得当时我和其中一位朋友讲了一句话..
"我们走了一圈，最后还是回来这里，我们的终点就是我们的起点.."
一句无心的话:"我们的终点就是我们的起点.."..
当下之意，可能只是一句笑话..
但在深思后,这句话岂不也是在反映着我们的人生..

有时回头想一想，我做人,忙忙碌碌地过了十九年..
到底我做了什么事..
常听人说，如果能回到小时候，那该多好..
无忧无虑过日子,应该都是大多数人的梦想吧..
不管做什么事，都是希望老了可以无忧无虑..
考好成绩..做工赚钱..结婚生子..为善积福..等等
都是回到同一个希望..
都是为了同一个最原始的希望..

对身边的人何尝不是..
小时候，总是依靠着父母..
成年时总是会叫叛逆..
常外出靠朋友..
吃了一定的苦头时,就吵着想家..
回到最原始的理念:"亲情是无价的"..
到了长辈不再时，才常后悔当初的不是..

感情更不用讲..
说自己是多么多情..
说自己是多么潇洒..
说自己是多么拿得起，放得下..
到最后还不是渴望有位能和你白头偕老的伴侣..
中间间间断断地喜欢这个喜欢那个..
到头来才发现，第一任是最好..
到头来才发现，自己还是放不下..

难道我们的起点，将会是我们的终点吗？
那我们还会不会有机会回到我们的起点？

2008-10-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

should i be happy?
angry?
aiyo..
or..?

FAILURE

2008-09-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

Do you believe?
My best subject in my study career..
Chemistry..
In d past,i very proud of myself on it..
coz i can do it very well everytime in d exam..
but tis time,I let ppl around me down..
I did it very badly..
honestly..very very bad..

I not dare to watch on my own result..
Obj. out of 50..i wrong 14..
Esei got 1 quetion i miss 9 marks on it..
tis is my record..
I have break my record..
D worst record tat i achieved..
Especially my obj....
14 quetions...unacceptable..

I dont like tis..
I hate tis...
but it happened..
tomoro chemistry period is on 1st 2nd n 3rd period..
i tink i will suffer..
during tat 3 period..240mins..
i wondering wat altitude should i have 4 me to walk out to take my exam paper..
smile?
cool?
pretend nothing happen?
or ask somebody else to take 4 me?
i wondering..
i not dare to imagine wat is my feeling when i watching 36/50..
really my worst record..
n de most unacceptable result tat i achieved..

I have to say sorry to somebody..
I really have let her down..
She is d one who put all her effort on me..
Jus hoping tat i can get good result..especially in Chemistry..
But tis time i really had hurt her so badly,deeply..
Sorry,mum..

Mayb tis is a warning from god..
saying tat..
"YOUR CHEMISTRY NOT AS GOOD AS YOU THINK"
maybe........

2008-09-06T19:14:00.000+08:00

最近很多事发生
要安心读书也不能
各方面都出了问题
而且是一次过来到完
很累
真的很累

朋友
学业
还有..
我真的不能再顶了啊
我真的很压力
STPM的压力我已经受不了了

原来我一向来都是错的
是我太自私
没顾过你的感受
对不起

朋友们..
不要问我什么事
我也很迷惘
不知道怎样回答你们
好想一切赶快过去
离开这个地方

老虎不发威，不要当它是病猫

2008-08-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday our physic teacher,Mr. Lim Eng Guan(LEG)..
finally cannot tahan his anger..
open fire on my class le..
bcoz of 1 sentence..
"teacher, u havent taught tis"..
he scold us 4 about half n hour..
and then keep quiet 4 d rest of tat period..
1st time see he so angry..
actually my feeling quiet complicated..
guilty...happy...affraid...
Guilty:bcoz i oso respondsible 4 his anger..
sometimes i oso talking in d class..
sorry teacher..
Happy:bcoz actually i really hope tat he scold us earlier in d year..
Affraid:bcoz i already very scare tat my physic wont get A in stpm..
after he scolding us..
i feel even more affraid..
haiz..hope god bless me..
but fortunately..
today in physic class..
at least all change eddy..
all concentrate on listening to d lesson..
none of us dare to sleep n do other homework..
i feel tat in his mind..
he surely tink tat all student inside d class is “贱骨头”
haha..surely include me la..
nid to scold only will listen..
watever la..
sorry la teacher..
haha

2008-08-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

woot...
how many days left?
i really not dare to count..
many things still havent read havent study havent understand..
i dont think i can study all of that eddy..
especially my physic..
i try to understand..
i try to read..
i try to do more excersice..
i still donno whether it is useful anot..
nid to wait until next exam..
if my physic still cannot improve at tat time..
i really GG liao...
hope god bless me..muack..

2008-07-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

原谅我啦
我不是故意的
我不应该泼你冷水
真得很对不起

2008-07-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

算了啦...
不要再講了...
再講下去就真的會出事了...
算了啦...
真的算了啦...

不公平

2008-07-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

为什么这个世界那么的不公平？
为什么这个世界如此残酷？
到底为什么？

为什么有些人能得到他想要的东西？
有些人却只能默默的等？

为什么有些人天生就要背负着绝症？
是否天要惩罚他们呢？

为什么有些人可以不劳而获？
有些人却下再多的努力也没结果呢？

为什么有些人天生就出世于富有的家庭
有些人却一出世就要为三餐忧愁呢？

为什么有些人天生就很聪明？
有些人却怎么努力也得不到好成绩呢？

为什么有些人被赐予俊俏的样貌？
有些人却只能整天为自己的样貌愁眉苦脸呢？

为什么有些人可以一发击中？
有些人却屡试失败呢？

为什么有些人的好心都没好报？
有些人坏事做尽却逍遥法外呢？

为什么我们对某些人好?
换回的只是冷血的回报呢？

世界上的种种不公平当中....
为什么就是你什么事都好过我呢？

为什么在这个时候要发生这件事呢？
为什么你要改变我的生活方式呢？
为什么你偏偏就是要牵涉到我周围的人呢？
为什么你要出现呢？！！！！！！！！！！

不公平

2008-07-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

2008-06-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

recently do anything again..

whole day jus play play play...

start to feel scare about stpm..

but really no mood to study..

donno wat will happen..

jus feel down whenever think about tat..

比较

2008-06-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

人比人..
果然会气死人..
但是为何还要比呢？

竞争固然能让人进步..
但也会让人信心受损..
那到底是要比还是不比呢？

在任何方面都比不上别人的时候..
我们当然会不想再比..
但是行得通吗？
难道你真的能过着与世无争的日子吗？

在比不上，但又要比的情况下..
真的是很辛苦..
心l里得压抑着那种感觉..
不能让别人看得出..
真得很不好受..
但那又能如何呢？
要怪只能怪自己技不如人..

天生我才必有用吗？
真的是如此吗？
那为何又有人在任何方面都比不上别人呢？
这要归咎于谁呢？
难道这就是天意？
要我痛苦中过一世吗？
我不甘愿..........

是否我真的一无所有

2008-06-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

是否我真的一无所有？

这几天，我都在反复的思考着很多事..

或许之前我都是在逃避..

那现在是我认真面对问题的时候了..

Bukit Merah

2008-05-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to bukit merah wif a gang of friends...
at 1st i planning not go to as they said wanna go lost world..
but finnaly they change decision n so i follow them lor..
jus wanna relax n have fun..

arrive there at around 10.45am gua..
i oso not very sure..
but very suay..
among 13 of us, jus me n ah jin d hand band dropped..
so 2 of us cannot go outside to have lunch..
nid to wait other to bring in 4 us..
so 2 of us jus sit n "sai tai yang" 4 more than half an hours..

starting from 11am until 5pm..
v r under a big sun..
so all of us finally bcome a real snake..
finally d day 4 us to change our skin has come..
at d end of d trip, all of us screaming for pain..
whole body especially d bahu..
haizzz....
everything oso nid to "fu chu dai jia"..

as a conclusion..
i really enjoy d trip..
no matter when v playing in bukit merah..
or building d damp..
or even v go tambun 4 our seafood dinner..
i enjoy it oso..
but 4 d prupose relax...
i not quite sure..
bcoz it really painful now...
aiks.......

最美丽的第七天

2008-05-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

有时候命运就是很奇妙的
你以为要碰灰的时候
老天爷就会给你一个惊喜

如果爱上你是一种错
我相信这会是生命里最美丽的错
我情愿错一辈子

昨天的错换来今天的难过
今天的我，悔恨当初做错
难道今天的我，再认错已是太傻

分开是为了等待重逢
经历过考验的爱情才能牢固
才是真爱的的开始

上帝造人的时候只造了亚当跟夏娃
大概两个人的世界里
根本容不下第三者

黑夜的每个角落
都充斥着他的身影
弥漫着他的气味，残留着他的笑声...
他与她的感觉渐渐失去...
虽然失去了，至少你曾经拥有
和他一起笑着走过的一段路...

上帝创造天地万物
做了七天的时间
它将最美丽的事物
都放在世人的面前
所以人生在世
无论你经历过什么
只要你懂得珍惜
一切都可以是最美好的

2008-05-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Exam pass...

but not everything pass...

things just start to come...

2 weeks holiday...

how should i stand with it...

wat should i do?

wat actually m i thinking now?

wat actually i wan now?

i really donno...

wat i know is.....

i m very very tired with it...

Tired with homework...

Tired with family..

Tired with friendship...

Tired with love...

i wanna rest...

during tis holiday...

but i don tink i can make it...

coz it still kacau me...

So...

希望

2008-04-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

我希望你开心..因为只要你开心，我就会开心..
但我更希望你得开心是我带给你的..

我愿意在你身后默默的支持你..
但我更希望可以牵着你的手陪你走过人生的每分每秒..

我愿意偶尔地出现来关心你一下..
但我更希望可以永远地在你身旁呵护着你..

我愿意充当你生命中的配角..
但我更希望可以有机会尝试扮演你生命中的主角..

人生中总是充满希望..
愿意尝试才能化希望为事实..
但希望往往不一定会尽得人心..

忍

2008-04-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

原来忍是那么的辛苦..
要忍不是一件容易的事..
我不知道我到底还能忍多久..
真的很辛苦..
不知道我几时才会爆发呢？

忍是否只是在逃避着事实呢？
除了忍，我还能做什么呢？
每天还要面对他..
心里都会想跟他比较..
心里总是有根刺..
总是阻止不了这种歪念..

唉........................

水

2008-04-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

水在人类的日常生活当中..
时时刻刻都扮演着举足轻重的角色..

水在人的身体里占了XX%..（忘记了它的数字..:-P)
所以人是不可以没有水的存在..
人每天都需要水来过生活..

虽然水不能治百病..
但水绝对能帮我们减少患病的机率..

所以不要以为现在还健康的你不需要水喔..
在空闲时，就去喝杯水吧..
即使很忙, 但也绝对不要因公忘水..
时时提醒身边的朋友吧..

这世上的每个生物..
都需要水的..
尤其是你..

人性

2008-04-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

人之初，性本善...
这句话，是否正确呢？

人往往都是一种不知足的动物..
当还未到手时，人总是会想去拥有它..
当得到之后，人总是会进一步去占有它..
难道这就是人的本性？
知足常乐，难道不会出现在人的身上吗？
不知足，往往为人类带来不少烦恼..
当人与人之间的关系有进展时..
人总是会渴望更进一步的发展..
间接性导致人常常需要为自己的欲望和不知足..
付上相等的代价..
难道这就是人的本性吗？

人往往都是急于求进的动物..
在这世上，往往都常常拿自己与他人比较..
因此，不知不觉中为自己带来不少压力..
在压力的魔力下..
人将会丧失自我..
在任何事上，都急于求进..
适当的压力固然能给予动力..
但过分的压力却只会造成阻力..
难道这就是人的本性吗？

人往往都是不懂得珍惜的动物..
任何事上，人总是只顾向前冲,争做永远的第一..
但往往却错过了身边的人，事或物..
人走在路上，往往都是大步大步的跨..
从来没有注意身边的景色..
为何没有人愿意慢慢地走..
满满的欣赏身边的风，人和事物呢？
或许会有更美妙的发现呢..
人也往往只会在事业或功课上奋斗..
往往没去留意身边的人..
为何人不肯偶尔放下功课的压力？
偶尔留意身边的人..
偶尔关心身边的人..
或许你会发现有一些人..
一直为你默默地付出..
一直期待着你的回应..
一直在你身边等候着你..
等候着你的一个答复..
等候着你的一个奇迹..
等候着你的一句话..
难道这就是人的本性吗？

难道人的本性就是如此吗？
难道人的本性就会是人永远的包袱吗？

Wonderful Day

2008-04-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful day 2day..
muahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
as u know,2day is her birthday...
v use a 18inches bear bear as a gift 4 her..
luckily,she likes d bear bear very very very much..
unfortunely,i m not d 1 who suggest to give her d bear..
if i do know she so willing to have such a bear..
i sure will b d 1st 1 to suggest tis..
coz it surely will impress her very very much...hahahahahahahaha!!!!

it really a very very wonderful day 4 me..
can talk to her..
can celebrate her birthday to her..
n even can take photo wif here..(moreover it is jus 2 of us in tat photo)
hehe..:-)
so syok!!!
wat a wonderful day 4 me!!!!!!!!!

actually i oso "biao bai" wif her 2day..
sure i tio "ju jue" la..
but i oso feel very very happy now..
at least i try it..
at least i oledi told wat i wanna told her during tis few month..
it was really delightful 4 me although i have failed..
at least wat i can confirm is......v r still friends....
friends tat different from d past..
friends who will not b shameful wif v meet..
friends who will have lots of thing to chat about..
tats wat i really hoping to have 4 a long long long time..
finally i have done it now!!!!!!
wuahahahahaha..

hopefully tat bear bear will accompany u whenever u nid it..
no matter wat u feel..
happy,sad,angry,boring n so on...
hope tat bear will help u in d sense to make u happier..

actually i really donno wat m i talking here..
wat i wanna say is jus i really feel very happy 2day..
hopefully all bad things oledi past..

happy birthday ... luv u ...

如果

2008-03-31T21:07:00.000+08:00

如果亲情永远消失在这世上..
那这世界将会变成如何呢？

如果友情不在建设在人与人之间..
那这世界将会变成怎样呢？

如果男女之间的爱情不再出现..
那这世界会否变得更简单呢？

如果在关键时刻下挫决定..
那是否会造成一世的后悔呢？

如果已经决定开口..
那会否是一个错误的决定呢？

如果天意如此..
那我们是否应该顺应天意呢？

如果结局自定..
那是否我们再怎样努力都没用呢？

如果成功的机率几乎是零..
那是否我们就应该放弃了呢？

如果辛苦可以换来他的快乐..
那是否就应该义不容辞的牺牲呢？

如果他开心..
那是否这一切将会值回票价呢？

如果明知道会被拒绝..
那是否还要坚持呢？

如果做不了情侣..
那是否还能做回朋友呢？

如果表明彼此的立场..
那结局是否会更完美呢？

世界上的“如果”屡见不鲜..
如果我不曾出现在这世上...
那又会如何呢？

WHAT A SHAME!!!

2008-03-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

do u believe?
i oso cant believe it..
i havent talk to her during our 3 days cameron trip!!
wat a nonsense!!
3 days...
not even a "hi"..
USELESS NTS!!!
a lot of chances given to me..
but i miss them..
so STUPID sia!!!
DAMN!!!

i oso donno wat is d reason..
i not dare to talk to her even v r face to face for several times..
but i will sms her everynight n chat wif her..
ridicolous ya?
some1 tell me tat if i really luv her,
i shouldnt have such feeling(feeling tat not dare to talk to her)..
but i oso donno WHY!!
haizzz...

tis few day i oso thinking about whether wanna go for PA camp anot..
d camp is start from 29/3-1/4..
a day b4 her birthday..
so i decide not to go for 4 camp although ys ask me to go(sry ya bear bear)..
thus, i go to see our PA teacher OSC..
as wat i have predict..
i have been scold by her..
in office..
wif many teacher around there..
wat a shame!!!
i feel so so so down after tat..
but after i calm down..
wat i have done oso worth for it..
at least i can prepare nicer to celebrate her birthday..
if i given a chance to chose again..
i think i oso will rather scolded by teacher..
bcoz tis may be d last birthday i can celebrate wif her..

SO..everything still going on nicely n i hope it will cont going like tis..
next week will be her 1st birthday n mayb oso last birthday tat i can celebrate together wif her..
hope nothing wrong will going on..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya..:-D

FEELING

2008-02-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

recently have some quite god experience..
but d best sure is finally i have chance to talk to her la..:-)
it is quite happy n i m quite enjoy d feeling..

since tat day went to yen shan house,
i got quite a number of opportunities to talk wif her..
mayb i should listen to my friends advices earlier..
they keep telling me to be brave n try to talk wif her 1st..
but at tat time,
i not dare to do so..
so i miss many chances..

but since tat day,
i told myself to become braver..
as a result,
i got d chance...hehe^.^
so regret why i so timid before..
haizzzzzz...
but everything past oledi...
now i know wat to do..
i wont let myself to feel regret on this again..
never!!!

on 21st of March,
v r going to cameron again..
hope tat day come earlier..
since both of us oso join d trip..
and also..
it is my 1st trip or mayb oso last trip going out wif her..
quite excited n happy...haha:-)
cameron trip oso a quite meaningful trip 4 me..
(i started d feeling during d cameron trip last year)
quite fast, right?
oledi 5 months past...
oledi 5 months i have been suffered..

exam coming soon..
hope v can get a good result during tis exam ya..
best wishes to you..
hope you will do well in d coming exam..
gud luck!!^.^

FINALLY

2008-02-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

long time havent wirte blog liao
recently many thing happen around me..
quite sad n quite angry sometimes...

but oso something happy happen yesterday...:-D
yesterday v went yen shan house to celebrate her birthday..
b4 went to shan house, v went to her house 1st to complete our gift 4 shan..
finally i got chance to talk to her..
very very very happy since nearly 1 month oledi i havent talk to her due to something happen betwwen us...
although i jus talk a little bit to her..
i oledi very very appreciate it..
i really like tat kind of feeling..
i miss tat kind of feeling 4 d whole month oledi..
finally got chance...wakakakakaka!!!!!:-D

when v reach shan house,i have more n more chance to talk to her...
although jus "chat" her,but oso better than nvr talk anything..
so i quite happy..
furthermore,she got look at me oso..
when i "chatting" her,v got look to each other..
tis make me even happier..
(cause i nvr try tis b4..)muahahaha:-D

but everything oso will have d end oso...
finally v decide to go back since she have tuition after tat...
i really don wan to go back cause wan to see her 4 more..
quite sad when they said tat wanna go back oledi..
jus can look zi shyuan car pass by me n wave to her..
nvr even said a 'goodbye' to her,she oledi went back...
yesterday night quite miss tat kind of feeling..
hope to try it as soon as possible..

but however,i oledi quite happy wif such feeling..
although it jus only a short while..
still it better than nothing happen..
tis morning in school i fail to find a chance to talk to her..
quite disappointed..
BUT I WONT GIVE UP!!
i will try harder next time!!!!!
hope god bless me....wuahahaha:-D

happy new year ya...miss u...:-)

一张照片

2007-12-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

一张照片能让人回味无穷

一张照片能让人记得从前

一张照片能让人回忆过去

一张照片能让人脸带笑容

一张照片能让人眼眶含泪

一张照片能让人感到幸福

一张照片能让人接受祝福

一张照片能让人羡慕无比

一张照片能让人痛心无比

一张照片能让人后悔万分

一张照片能让人依依不舍

一张照片能让人充满期待

一张照片能让人到处炫耀

一张照片能让人如此尴尬

一张照片能让人无可奈何

一张照片能让人进退两难

胡杏儿

2007-11-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

nice bo?????hahahah

今天，我，友林，奕雄和荣昌去sunway看胡杏儿和谢天华。果然不负众望，我们等到他们的到来。在玩游戏的环节，友林不顾形象地在前排跳跃，期望这天华指他上台。果然，他被叫上台。虽然他在游戏当中惨遭失败，但他还是获得了一份安慰奖。以上这张由胡杏儿锁亲笔签名的照片，就是友林那份安慰奖励的其中一张照片。哈哈哈哈。。。本人很荣幸的得到这张照片，首先得非常地感谢王友林肯割爱给本人。。。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。爽死了！！！！！原来胡杏儿的本人比照片美得多了。。。真的有点冲动明天想飚去queenbay再看她一次。忍无可忍！！！真的好好看哦！！！

Thinking

2007-11-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

actually wat m i hoping to get from her????

sms wif her?
meet wif her?
go out wif her?
talk wif her?
or all above?

sometime ppl's mind really so hard to guess

we might not able to know wat r they tinking even we try our best to do so

some1 like to keep themselves alone

wanna speak to them oso donno wat topic should b brought out

I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT ARE YOU THINKING PLS...........

Wé|çómè•†ö•mÃmÄmïå ╬฿LÕG ╬ŦŔűē L¡ƒÉ

Thinking

please allow me to do so

烦

人算不如天算

祈求

Beh syok

机会

梁文音 NTU concert

Luck

erm~~~

Dota/Movie

Birthday Blog

Exam => Holiday

Expectation / Disappointment

Should I ?

Contradiction

LOL

Early birthday gift

Good / Bad Guy

Past

Brother's Wedding

徐佳莹

徐佳莹

Food in Penang

Recess Week

MAE meeting

Sad + Boring day

Basketball

Touched

Merdeka Night

Funny

Appetizer

Mamamia..Here I go again..

Time to leave

haiz

Back To Normal

Buying Camera

KL again

不要把自己看得太重

~~起点~~终点~~

FAILURE

老虎不发威，不要当它是病猫

不公平

不公平

比较

是否我真的一无所有

Bukit Merah

最美丽的第七天

希望

忍

水

人性

Wonderful Day

如果

WHAT A SHAME!!!

FEELING

FINALLY

一张照片

胡杏儿

Thinking

起点终点~~