After few years,

the same thing happens again

same incident

same situation

same opening

same relationship for people involved

same progression

will the outcome be the same also?

I don't know

should I change the way to handle it?

or just do in the same way as last time?

I don't know

life is full of making decision

but I don't know how to decide on it

有口难言啊!!!!!!!!!!!!
谁能来救我啊!!!!!!!!!!!

我还记得以前看这部戏时

会幻想我以后的大学生活

也会像他们那样的多姿多彩

很爽，很舒服，很真实，很单纯，很享受

有一群很好的朋友一起玩

有什么好东西都会一起分享

就算是不好的也会一起分担

还会像戏中的男女主角一样

遇到很好的女生

而展开很浪漫的恋情

可是

这一切都只是我的幻想

都是很美很美很美很美的梦

原来大学的生活不是像我想象中的那么好

要找一个真的能谈心事的都没有了

更何况要找一群很要好的朋友

对人家好，人家未必会感激

当困难时就当你是宝

玩的时候连想都没想起你

之所以懒得和别人交际

就是因为到头来得到的都是一次又一次的伤害

但当你安静时

别人就更加不会靠近你

还会说你整天emo

我真的很累了！！！

wanna find someone to talk..

but seems like no people willing to do so

erm~~~

Thinking

While I'm in silent

it doesn't means that I am doing nothing

in fact I'm thinking while I keep quiet

my brain is keep functioning when I stop talking

so don't misunderstanding~~

please allow me to do so

FUCK PUKI LANJIAO CIBAI DIUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

烦

最近比较烦

烦学业

烦感情

烦活动

被人烦

自己烦自己

总之就是烦！！！