erm~~~

Now I realized

My decision to come to NTU

may not be correct

I am not the one only suffering

my parents are also suffering

because of planning to buy house here

Haizz~~~

原来他们都是一样的

Just now talk wif my mum

I can feel that

she really hope that my bro and I can go back

as soon as possible

as long as possible

so that can 一家团聚

I also hope to do so

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Dota/Movie

I don't know what happen to myself

I never play dota since I came to NTU

I just watched few movies since I came NTU

But recently

exam period..

I pergi play DOTA

I pergi watch movie whole afternoon

WTF am I doing..

I don't know~~~

Birthday Blog

Part 1 (Friends)

As expected, no "huge" celebration on my birthday
as usual..same as last few years **except lower 6..
But my friends did celebrate with me last friday..
together with Yew Hong and Qian Xin birthday..

seriously, feel abit disappointed coz my feeling is jus like:

"haiz..again..no celebration on my actual birthday date"

But anyway..really thanks for the celebration..

coz exams are coming but u all still celebrate wif me..

Thank you very very much!!!

erm..
I get a CUP as my 20th birthday gift..

and also a small decoration thing tat used to hang on hp..=.=

Thanks for the gifts..
thanks for those who attended on that day..
really appreciate it..

And I also receive a birthday card too..

Thanks for those who signed on it too..

1st time I receive a card that contains so many wishes..

LOL..and also the comments..

btw..I got so emo and childish meh?zzzz

almost every1 also "don't so emo"..."be more mature"..

sienz nia..XD

(below is the link to the birthdaycard)
http://apps.facebook.com/groupcards/c/2D7S97x0KLe

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PART 2 ( Family)

2day..the 1st thing I do after I woke up is CRY!

(Note : actually Teik Sheng is a 哭包..XD)

I wanna check the time and I found that I receive a sms..

It was my dad's msg, wishing me happy birthday..

simple msg..simple wish..

but make me feel like wanna rush back home..

since this is the 1st time I din't have my birthday with my family..

during these 20 years..I celebrated my birthday every year..

But I never forget that..

without my mum, I sure will not having d achievements that I owning now..

I really proud of being your son..

I love you, mum!!

nevertheless..thanks to my brother also..

at my birthday night..

while I was thinking that no ppl will celebrate wif me..

While I was playing facebook game and ignoring my studies..

he brought a small piece of cake into my room and sing birthday song to me..

really surprised by that..^.^

specially thanks to woei liang, chee how, wei wei and jun lum also..

although just few of you..I still really appreciate of that..

(at least got ppl celebrate wif me on my actually birthday date..XD)

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many many many THANKS for all of you and ur wishes..

from facebook

from birthdaycard

from sms

from Malaysia

from NTU

thanks for letting me to have a great 20th birthday

~~All the best for u all too~~

~~Good Luck~~

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Exam => Holiday

Exam is coming

=>Exam is going to finish

=> Holidays are coming

=> Time to go home

=> HOORAY~~~~~~

It's is pain

But I will carry on

Expectation / Disappointment

Higher expectation always leads to higher disappointment

Don't always try to expect something to happen

No point to disappoint ourselves

Finally it happens

As I expected

But not as I wish

Thanks

But sorry

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Should I ?

Should I continue or not?

If I should do

then what should I do?

If I shouldn't do

then should I just simply give up?

If I shouldn't just simply give up

then should I do it secretly?

moral support?encouragement?

giving out w/o hoping for any return?

Ya, maybe I should......

Contradiction

The world is full of contradiction..

especially in my life..

should I go?

Should I do?

morally incorrect for me to do that..

But my heart tell me to do so..

SO?

do or not do?

moral value contradict my heart

NEED HELP

LOL

my mum ask me don't study too much

and she ask me go to play

LOL

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