如果

如果亲情永远消失在这世上..
那这世界将会变成如何呢？

如果友情不在建设在人与人之间..
那这世界将会变成怎样呢？

如果男女之间的爱情不再出现..
那这世界会否变得更简单呢？

如果在关键时刻下挫决定..
那是否会造成一世的后悔呢？

如果已经决定开口..
那会否是一个错误的决定呢？

如果天意如此..
那我们是否应该顺应天意呢？

如果结局自定..
那是否我们再怎样努力都没用呢？

如果成功的机率几乎是零..
那是否我们就应该放弃了呢？

如果辛苦可以换来他的快乐..
那是否就应该义不容辞的牺牲呢？

如果他开心..
那是否这一切将会值回票价呢？

如果明知道会被拒绝..
那是否还要坚持呢？

如果做不了情侣..
那是否还能做回朋友呢？

如果表明彼此的立场..
那结局是否会更完美呢？

世界上的“如果”屡见不鲜..
如果我不曾出现在这世上...
那又会如何呢？

WHAT A SHAME!!!

do u believe?
i oso cant believe it..
i havent talk to her during our 3 days cameron trip!!
wat a nonsense!!
3 days...
not even a "hi"..
USELESS NTS!!!
a lot of chances given to me..
but i miss them..
so STUPID sia!!!
DAMN!!!

i oso donno wat is d reason..
i not dare to talk to her even v r face to face for several times..
but i will sms her everynight n chat wif her..
ridicolous ya?
some1 tell me tat if i really luv her,
i shouldnt have such feeling(feeling tat not dare to talk to her)..
but i oso donno WHY!!
haizzz...

tis few day i oso thinking about whether wanna go for PA camp anot..
d camp is start from 29/3-1/4..
a day b4 her birthday..
so i decide not to go for 4 camp although ys ask me to go(sry ya bear bear)..
thus, i go to see our PA teacher OSC..
as wat i have predict..
i have been scold by her..
in office..
wif many teacher around there..
wat a shame!!!
i feel so so so down after tat..
but after i calm down..
wat i have done oso worth for it..
at least i can prepare nicer to celebrate her birthday..
if i given a chance to chose again..
i think i oso will rather scolded by teacher..
bcoz tis may be d last birthday i can celebrate wif her..

SO..everything still going on nicely n i hope it will cont going like tis..
next week will be her 1st birthday n mayb oso last birthday tat i can celebrate together wif her..
hope nothing wrong will going on..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya..:-D