WHAT A SHAME!!!

do u believe?
i oso cant believe it..
i havent talk to her during our 3 days cameron trip!!
wat a nonsense!!
3 days...
not even a "hi"..
USELESS NTS!!!
a lot of chances given to me..
but i miss them..
so STUPID sia!!!
DAMN!!!

i oso donno wat is d reason..
i not dare to talk to her even v r face to face for several times..
but i will sms her everynight n chat wif her..
ridicolous ya?
some1 tell me tat if i really luv her,
i shouldnt have such feeling(feeling tat not dare to talk to her)..
but i oso donno WHY!!
haizzz...

tis few day i oso thinking about whether wanna go for PA camp anot..
d camp is start from 29/3-1/4..
a day b4 her birthday..
so i decide not to go for 4 camp although ys ask me to go(sry ya bear bear)..
thus, i go to see our PA teacher OSC..
as wat i have predict..
i have been scold by her..
in office..
wif many teacher around there..
wat a shame!!!
i feel so so so down after tat..
but after i calm down..
wat i have done oso worth for it..
at least i can prepare nicer to celebrate her birthday..
if i given a chance to chose again..
i think i oso will rather scolded by teacher..
bcoz tis may be d last birthday i can celebrate wif her..

SO..everything still going on nicely n i hope it will cont going like tis..
next week will be her 1st birthday n mayb oso last birthday tat i can celebrate together wif her..
hope nothing wrong will going on..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya..:-D