After few years,

the same thing happens again

same incident

same situation

same opening

same relationship for people involved

same progression

will the outcome be the same also?

I don't know

should I change the way to handle it?

or just do in the same way as last time?

I don't know

life is full of making decision

but I don't know how to decide on it

有口难言啊!!!!!!!!!!!!
谁能来救我啊!!!!!!!!!!!

我还记得以前看这部戏时

会幻想我以后的大学生活

也会像他们那样的多姿多彩

很爽，很舒服，很真实，很单纯，很享受

有一群很好的朋友一起玩

有什么好东西都会一起分享

就算是不好的也会一起分担

还会像戏中的男女主角一样

遇到很好的女生

而展开很浪漫的恋情

可是

这一切都只是我的幻想

都是很美很美很美很美的梦

原来大学的生活不是像我想象中的那么好

要找一个真的能谈心事的都没有了

更何况要找一群很要好的朋友

对人家好，人家未必会感激

当困难时就当你是宝

玩的时候连想都没想起你

之所以懒得和别人交际

就是因为到头来得到的都是一次又一次的伤害

但当你安静时

别人就更加不会靠近你

还会说你整天emo

我真的很累了！！！

wanna find someone to talk..

but seems like no people willing to do so

erm~~~

Thinking

While I'm in silent

it doesn't means that I am doing nothing

in fact I'm thinking while I keep quiet

my brain is keep functioning when I stop talking

so don't misunderstanding~~

please allow me to do so

FUCK PUKI LANJIAO CIBAI DIUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

烦

最近比较烦

烦学业

烦感情

烦活动

被人烦

自己烦自己

总之就是烦！！！

人算不如天算

人算不如天算

天算不如不算

最近这里的天气说变就变

现在太阳还在

一转眼就可能会下雨

变化莫测

就好像人心一样

说变就变

根本就没理会别人

当你有权时，讲的话就会有人听

当你有力时，讲的话才是人话

不须理会别人的感受

不必回想你曾讲过的话

计划好的事

就因为别人的一句话儿要改变

没有一句道歉

没有一句安慰

就连一句回应也没有

要的时候就来问你

不需要的时候一句话都没交代

前一阵子说好不要

现在却说有可能要

对你们可能就只是在于要不要

但对别人来说

这些决定往往就要它们改变原来的计划

算好的又要算过

不如不算

/*我不愿放弃，却要默默放弃*/

Anyone is here to help?

My mood change so fast recently

keep on emo-ing

think of many things

worry of many things

sad of many things

haizz

祈求

今天我去了新加坡里的三间寺庙

这里的庙和槟城的真的很不同

但有另一间更不同的事是

我不再像以前一样

拜拜时祈求考好成绩

反而我现在更注重于

祈求我家人平安快乐健康

我想

现在的我更懂得什么事对我才是最重要的吧

Beh syok

I really beh syok those fuckers~~~~
damn~~~
such an irrespondsible person~~~
diuzzz~~~~
such a selfish person~~~
diao~~~
never try ask for my help in the future~~~
!!!!!!!

机会

机会是别人给的

是天掉下来的

或是别人看你顺眼才给你的

所以这个世界是不公平

认命吧

梁文音 NTU concert

Again..there is another concert held in NTU

and this time is 梁文音

seriously..every singer looks really much much prettier when you see her live show

lol..so as usual..attracted by her(same as 徐佳莹 for last time)

her song quite nice also

strongly recommend

1) 哭过就好了

2) 爱一直存在

3) 三个愿望

others can try try also la..lol

somemore 梁文音 talked to me personally leh..

I also shaked her hand twice

1st is when she wans singing n go around the hall

2nd is when I went up to stage and ask for her signature

she said "谢谢" and "bye bye" to me

this is the 1st time I so near to an artist

the feeling is really soooooooo excited~~~XD

below are photos that I took on her album

no her real person photo as we are not allowed to take any photo

3 photos above are the contents of her album

1 CD with 11 songs

1 DVD with 6 MVs

and 1 歌词本

梁文音's poster also come along with it..but hard to take photo on it..lol

the album costs 19 Singapore Dollar

Last but not least

the photo below shows her signature..

I think I no need to tell which 1 is her signature bah

1 part is a smilling face

1 part is written "NTU"

so..........yeah..you have to believe it..

it is true

end

~~~~~

Luck

2day I feel totally down..

no mood

all SHIT things come together

start from early in the morning

when I 1st switch on my laptop

I found that I have missed a chance to add Japanese

It appeared a vacancy when I was still on my bed

again in the evening

when I was playing games

I paused and go to check whether it got any vacancy

And I "tot" I was so lucky that I found a vacancy for a course

I quickly added it but I was late

maybe the vacancy appeared for some moment b4 I saw it

my mood was totally affected by missing these 2 SHIT chances

I set my alarm at 9.45am

my purpose is bcoz I wanna check is there any1 drop at 10am

I failed to wake up and there is some1 really drop at 10am

damn dulan

I 扪心自问

since monday 7pm..my add-drop period was started

I din't leave my laptop whenever I am inside my room

even when I was playing facebook, dota, watch movie

or even writting this blog

I aslo keep on turning to my STAR PLANNER's window

but I get nothing

it totally depends on luck

watever v do in this world is mostly depends on luck

so wat for I keep checking on the stupid STAR PLANNER

FUCK!

1 word to describe my feeling now
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

and it will continues for 2 week

FUCK!

上帝造人的时候只造了亚当跟夏娃
大概两个人的世界里
根本容不下第三者