should i be happy?
angry?
aiyo..
or..?

FAILURE

Do you believe?
My best subject in my study career..
Chemistry..
In d past,i very proud of myself on it..
coz i can do it very well everytime in d exam..
but tis time,I let ppl around me down..
I did it very badly..
honestly..very very bad..

I not dare to watch on my own result..
Obj. out of 50..i wrong 14..
Esei got 1 quetion i miss 9 marks on it..
tis is my record..
I have break my record..
D worst record tat i achieved..
Especially my obj....
14 quetions...unacceptable..

I dont like tis..
I hate tis...
but it happened..
tomoro chemistry period is on 1st 2nd n 3rd period..
i tink i will suffer..
during tat 3 period..240mins..
i wondering wat altitude should i have 4 me to walk out to take my exam paper..
smile?
cool?
pretend nothing happen?
or ask somebody else to take 4 me?
i wondering..
i not dare to imagine wat is my feeling when i watching 36/50..
really my worst record..
n de most unacceptable result tat i achieved..

I have to say sorry to somebody..
I really have let her down..
She is d one who put all her effort on me..
Jus hoping tat i can get good result..especially in Chemistry..
But tis time i really had hurt her so badly,deeply..
Sorry,mum..

Mayb tis is a warning from god..
saying tat..
"YOUR CHEMISTRY NOT AS GOOD AS YOU THINK"
maybe........

最近很多事发生
要安心读书也不能
各方面都出了问题
而且是一次过来到完
很累
真的很累

朋友
学业
还有..
我真的不能再顶了啊
我真的很压力
STPM的压力我已经受不了了

原来我一向来都是错的
是我太自私
没顾过你的感受
对不起

朋友们..
不要问我什么事
我也很迷惘
不知道怎样回答你们
好想一切赶快过去
离开这个地方

老虎不发威，不要当它是病猫

yesterday our physic teacher,Mr. Lim Eng Guan(LEG)..
finally cannot tahan his anger..
open fire on my class le..
bcoz of 1 sentence..
"teacher, u havent taught tis"..
he scold us 4 about half n hour..
and then keep quiet 4 d rest of tat period..
1st time see he so angry..
actually my feeling quiet complicated..
guilty...happy...affraid...
Guilty:bcoz i oso respondsible 4 his anger..
sometimes i oso talking in d class..
sorry teacher..
Happy:bcoz actually i really hope tat he scold us earlier in d year..
Affraid:bcoz i already very scare tat my physic wont get A in stpm..
after he scolding us..
i feel even more affraid..
haiz..hope god bless me..
but fortunately..
today in physic class..
at least all change eddy..
all concentrate on listening to d lesson..
none of us dare to sleep n do other homework..
i feel tat in his mind..
he surely tink tat all student inside d class is “贱骨头”
haha..surely include me la..
nid to scold only will listen..
watever la..
sorry la teacher..
haha

woot...
how many days left?
i really not dare to count..
many things still havent read havent study havent understand..
i dont think i can study all of that eddy..
especially my physic..
i try to understand..
i try to read..
i try to do more excersice..
i still donno whether it is useful anot..
nid to wait until next exam..
if my physic still cannot improve at tat time..
i really GG liao...
hope god bless me..muack..

原谅我啦
我不是故意的
我不应该泼你冷水
真得很对不起

算了啦...
不要再講了...
再講下去就真的會出事了...
算了啦...
真的算了啦...